The world is absurd and nothing is of value. There is no meaning in these daily rituals. All these petty relationships and petty jobs and pathetic people they have no value.
There is no such thing as love. Your mother will never love you. You are a broken ****** and don't let anyone lie to you. When people say children are a blessing knock their teeth out; they are wrong. When people tell you there is a god knock their teeth out. When people tell you there is no god knock their teeth out.
No matter how many people surround you, you will die alone. Just as you came into this world. Whatever god you prayed to will not welcome you with wide arms. Whatever hell you feared will not be burning. Whatever world you left will not miss you.
You are alone in this world. The only thing you can confirm is yourself. You are real. You are here. Nobody else is. Everything revolves around you. You.
You think of yourself as smart, attractive and courageous. I am here to tell you to knock your teeth in; you are wrong. When you sleep the world stops. You. You. You. *You.