It had been coming on for days Things coming to a head The panic and distress of a situation beyond his control Trying to work he turns to one thing then to another but in the end the teeth clench and the tears fall Help he says over and over Help Me And there is no answer except the harsh noise from the street but watching people pass he knows his anguish shared he knows this pain is not his alone
II
She was at home the children at school She rang her father He said ‘I shook his hand and said goodbye’ And she had cried for a man her father knew and loved yet unlikely to last the week A jewel set in his rich life A friend
III
He knocked on her studio door Are you disturbable? he said quietly She was working on the floor (which she does) but on a nearby easel stood a canvas colours and forms foreign to his experience of her work Her eyes told him she had been crying She was full of a grief that caught her between brush strokes her vision swimming in tears My father died she said We were there at the end And now she was working his passing into her present Painting out his death.