If only you knew....
The leaves stopped falling,
The birds stopped singing,
The clouds never left after you did.
You took everything with you,
The sunshine,
The memories,
The heartbreaks....
You slowly turned,
From a friend,
To best friend,
To boy friend..
To nothing.
It hurt to see you go,
You were the only thing I had left.
You left me there....
Cold and scarred.
I forgave you so many times..
But none of those "I'm sorry"s
Meant a thing to you.
It was just another word.
I wish you were able to grow on me,
As I did on you.
I wish you regretes the day you left,
As much as I wished you to.