I wanna text you
I wanna text you
I wanna reach through my phone and hold onto you
Because you're slipping away
And I'm not okay
And I haven't forgotten you were the first one I fell in love with
But you have
And now I feel so ******* crazy
For everything I say
In a half-mad, half-drunken rage
Because I miss you
I miss you
I can't stop rereading those messages you sent
when I felt like you actually cared
and shared your feelings
I just don't know anymore
I don't know
You
or you're life
or you're new girlfriend you've put in front of everyone else
Everyone
Else

I used to call you love
But now I can't call you anything
Or any time
You're not mine
But I wish you could be something