What does it mean to be depressed?
does it mean to be just sad?
Does it mean that you have thoughts that make you depressed?
What about anxiety?
Do you start shaking when you're stressed?
Do you tremble when you here a familiar sound?
Do you start crying when you can focus?
Do you stress over the little things?
Why are you like this?
Is it just part of life?
Is it just part of being a girl?
Is it just because of the people in your life?
They always say life will get better.
But will it really?
Yeah you seem to be doing good, but are you really?
How are you actually feeling?
Mad?
Sad?
Happy?
Normal?
What is normal for a person like you?
Is it normal to cry in your sleep?
Is it normal to fear everyone and everything?
Is it normal to keep things to yourself and no speak your mind?
Is it normal to not speak when you want to?
Do you ever feel emotional?
So emotional that you can put in words but you don't know who to tell?
You can't hide the feelings can you?
You want to let people you are in pain right?
But your brain is telling you to stop telling people.
stop showing your feeling.
Be a rock.
BE NORMAL!
But how can you be normal with these thoughts?
the thing is you can't.
You can't walk the walls without feeling like everyone is watching.
You can't walk home alone without feeling like something bad is going to happen.
You can't focus in class.
You can't be normal no matter how hard you try.
You can buy the newest trends and try to fit in but you can't
Just give up and be yourself.