For all those things I need to hear, are all the things I cannot say. For me the pain is far to near, my heart it fears, your loving, ever warm, embrace.
Though you may be my only way, when you are near, I cannot see.  I tear inside, blinded to life outside this prison, inside my heart.  
My heart it wonders why you wander in and out so freely. Paths through sorrow, marked with blood... My bleeding heart, to have you know me...
Loving living, grand living light.
Gifted, granted; lighted heart.
Giving, having, leaving, life giving, heart wrenching, love of pain, pain of love...