If I could see you in my dreams
I'd tell you how it is
I'd tell you how it was
I'd tell you how it was supposed to be
But that'll never happen
Because before I get to see you
I wake up and have to face reality
The reality of you leaving me
The reality of never seeing you again
I wasn't ready for you to leave
But I got the news and I refused to believe
I needed you to stay
But God needed you home
So he came and took you away
Now I sit here all alone
When I miss you, I can't just pick up the phone
I'd do anything just to hear your voice
But God took you and I don't feel it was by choice
When I want to see your face
I go through the pictures in my memories
I close my eyes and I'm taken to a place
Where time and everything is frozen in space
My memories are what keep me going
My memories no one can take from me
The answer why God took you home
Is an answer that'll never be known
I just wanted to let you know
I think of you when it's raining
I think of you when the suns shining
I'm sorry I wasn't there when you had to go
I'm sorry about the painful timing
I'll always remember you though
You're my family and that's how it goes
The amount of mourning no one knows
I still need you to this day
But there's nothing more I can say
Yeah my life's been torn apart
But you'll forever stay in my heart
I know we'll be together again someday soon
And when that happens
We'll pick up where we left off
As we both sit up on the moon


Stephanie Davis 11/14/17