When would she have known? Tomorrow? Next week? Next month? Next year? Or never. When would she have known? After your first real date? Maybe your second? Third times a charm. Or after you break up. After you've left her in the dirt. To rot. When would she have known? In a note, after you've swallowed those pills? After you've cut too deep? After you've suffocated? After you've blown your brains out? When would she have known? After you leave a note, regarding her name? Regarding your existence? Maybe after leaving her your final text? After that name starts to echo in her mind, over and over again. After she finds out you've taken your own life? When would she have known? Or would it be after your ******, needy, attention-loving, emotionally manipulating friend tells her? When your "friend" is concerned for your existence. If it weren't for her, When would she have known?