You're letting go while I'm holding on. I'm not confused, I know exactly what I want. I don't show it one bit and that scatters your emotions. But you're it for me. I'm sorry I walked away while you poured out your soul with your actions but never uttered a word. I apologize I left you hanging, when you were so sure you had won my heart. I was just protecting my heart from what could've been another unforseen disaster. Sad part is, this time around I created one, trying so hard to run from it. You own my heart, Your absence confirmed it. I didn't slowly learn how to love you I fell so hard for you from the word go I was slowly trying to love you using your pace. I didn't want to bombard you with my uncontrollable emotions. I'm a mess, through and through. I just didn't know I had met my match. But you're gone So let me try and forgive myself and forget you.