Life can be beautiful,
But mostly its ugly.
I love it and I hate it
For where there are humans; their nature will also be
And then I realize...its a part of me.
There is no getting out; no peace to be had
It can't really all be this bad
I can hear my deepest regrets resonating within
No place to hide from the incessant spin
I feel the water coming up over my head
And I pray that its peace that lies ahead.