My heart is in a jail cell
And my mind is the warden
Whenever my heart feels something
My mind says you cant afford it
As if the price was too high
But my heart says ill take a loan,**** it
you can keep me in debt till i die
Its worth the stress and regret
If it ends the way i want
ill take that bet
I rather be shackled by one lover
Than know so many women with an artificial cover
I will at least know its real
Rather, i get a paranoid thought saying its just too good of a deal
Its a constant battle honestly
It seems like my mind is always right
And i see myself walk away from my heart
Because i feel the betrayal and dishonesty
Is my heart delusion or is it a guide?