No I'm not liking it.
It's suffocating.
My condition is deteriorating.
I need a little bit of calm to my chaos
May be I am over reacting for things but,
This is definately not my charm.
I need someone to pat my back, hug me, caress me and say that everything is going to be super fine, after every dark night there is a beautiful bright sunshine!
This dark night seems neverending,
Alas! My wishes, my dreams, my desires still pending.
Dear Sai, life doesn't seem meaningful and cheerful anymore, hold my hands, kiss my forehead and take me to shore, ****! I'm sinking
I used to be a girl with jolly aura.
What has happened to me?
Its been long I haven't laughed genuinely.
Maybe because I'm away from home where my people love me truly and dearly.
Yes this journey is longer but definately not neverending.
I will grow much stronger.
I will strive and succeed, for that I am your Daughter, your bravest daughter.