Posts speaks tonight
I don't know how I don't when.
But it speaks
My mind is blur a blank Space
And still I have thoughts in my head
Whirling around
Like the apolocolase has come
Sitting on a stool step
Mocking my past behavior
Why should I be the one that feels shame and guilt
I'm alive I was the tortured soul
Which way is up I cannot see
Its like a crystal bath I lay in
No one sees me as I melt beneath it
Is it life
I want to be known
I want to be heard
I have the authority but I am not on top
Power within me seeks the warrior I hold in my crystal ball
Gashes were across my skin
Never again
Take me away to the twilight zone