I have made you many promises in the past I just didn't keep any of those promises I do love you, just in my own way I know that I smoke too much I know that I drink too much I know that I use too many drugs I have too many women around me I have cheated on you, way too many times to count All of these women, just use me, for what they can get This has been going on for many years I want to change my evil ways I need help I'm afraid to ask for help Now is the time for me to change