slogging through the snow weighed under the weight of all i know baggage on my back in desperate need of anything but facts and there she stands the wind whistling through her hair and the fingers of her outstretched hands her face is flushed but her legs are pale i must work harder work faster she'll catch cold in that billowing pink sundress unless i run fast and grab her fully in my strong embrace and kiss her sweetly spreading my warmth to her numb face but these bags won't let me act or else not fast enough she collapses landing rough on her delicate knees i can tell that she needs me so i cast aside all on my back the suitcases the backpacks and dufflebags pounds and pounds leave my shoulders and drop to the white ground with a quiet, crunchy thump her face is falling im growing frantic taking off everything and anything that might slow me down it seems as though the snow is getting deeper the closer i get to her she's still falling as if in slow motion long curly hair swirling behind her like one million crescent moons im leaping snow drifts now but i will get to her soon her face slaps the ground and the cry of one billion snowflakes echos magnified in my ear i reach her and turn her over and see a face blue and quiet with frozen tears stopped halfway down her cheek and suddenly mine are flowing free if only... if only i had dropped everything sooner i thought as this living man cradled someone who was not