To my love, remember me as I am. Not spirals and ribbons slipping through fingers. But naked and laughing throw your head back and sing, cook and dance. My head rests on your chest or yours on my stomach. Shrouded in warmth. Not like this; tangled and wounded, broken like ice on the floor. But cool hands cupping your face, knotting your hair. Remember us breathing together; in one breath. Lying as one. Learn to walk again, darling, but remember me as I am, with you. With love.