I am all too fondly reminiscent of illness and shivers of melancholy. Like a raindrop, going nowhere but down, yet surrounded. As long as I'm not alone... though I crave your comfort like home. Where did you go? What did I say? What do they so easily offer, when I give you my heart and soul. No, you've always had them. You are my introduction and epilogue, you are my deepest, softest, whispered words come alive. You are my dream yet my night mare, because with you I am vulnerable. Conflict in your smile, in your tender caress and kiss. Unspoken, we always have been. Shall we evolve? Fade from the dim moonlit night into full, bright, blissful sunshine?

But then... there will always be clouds.

So?
Let's stop running from the shade, let's learn to dance together in the downfall of rain.