Things got worse today. I saw them take you. I saw them drag you away. My stomach feels sick. I can't speak. My throat has a lump in it. I want to talk to you. I want you back home. You know I hate sleeping alone. I had a dream of you. I woke up in tears. Tonight when I reached for you You weren't there. My heart broke today. This is the second time it's happened. I found out new things about you. I'm trying to ignore them. My mind is wandering perfusely I'm doing my best to stop it. Just give me a call tomorrow. Let me know this will all be alright. We were about to leave. Start our lives off right. Now we're at a stopping point. And my throat still feels tight. I want to scream at you. I want this to all go away. This new information you told me. I want to ignore it and make it all okay. Please someone help me. Please tell me it's just a dream. Because today I saw them take you. They dragged you away from me.