Saw him, felt like he was the one. He was an angel to me. In my eyes perfect in every way No one can have him, no one will have him but me. “Don't **** with a ***, he gone hurt your ***” so they said Opened my heart to him hoping that he’ll never hurt me. I know people can change I know he will be all about me. I told myself lies, hid the truth with fantasies Past history intertwined with the presence Said “I’ll be blunt, I promise you” “To break your heart I don't intend to do that” So those lies were acted very well Saw things were being caught up So lame *** excuses were given The connection, **** that **** The love, what is that? I got one question “ was I an easy target?’’ Put me in a position where I say” what is love?’’ Now all I think about is you Why you in my mind if all you did was ****** me up? why act like the victim? like if I hurt you. Like if I left that deep scar, a scar that will slowly heal just like the broken heart you gave me. DON'T say ‘’sorry mamas I ****** up’’ Everyone makes mistakes and learn from it, but don't come to me after you learned the lesson. I’ll never forget the way you left me, Like a dog stranded on the street with no food no hope to survive. A band-aid I put on it, a temporary thing. Until then let it heal slowly till I am complete on my own.