It’s that feeling,
(the one I love so much)
that keeps me away from you.

I build myself up,
tell myself that you are not the one I want
then I look at you
and forget all I’ve told myself.

You walk in and all the heads turn

stunning

the only word that fits.

The fact that you make me feel this way scares me
I know who you are, and,
I know I can’t have that.