Maybe it was a careless mistake.
I should have seen it coming... again.
But I won't admit it... yet.
Maybe it wasn't worth the fun.
Now you're gone
And I'm here
Alone
In an empty room.
So close, but I cannot reach
Pondering the lies you fed to me.
Years wasted caring
For someone I didn't really know.
Lingering on
what was
what wasn't
and what could have been.
The wind blows and seasons change.
Friends come and go.
Even those "forever friends"
Always friends.
Waking up seems pointless
Yet you do it anyway.
Part of you is missing,
and might not be coming back.
Still lingering on
the taste of his last kiss
the hug goodbye
the silence that ended it all.