trees don't always grow tall and strong sometimes they grow skinny cause it takes too long. there's never enough space at the bottom so it's a race to the top, and then it's just a year or two until it's time to chop. All of a sudden it's acres of land, looks like a beach without water or sand. No use crying over it, it's already done but it's also hard to say "it's time to have fun" because when there's something eating you at the back of your brain, chances are it'll leave a tear stain in the middle of a thought, and you'll just be caught in a big ***** field after the big chop.