I oft' remember him with what he wore at home, so often in his leisure time, those cutoff sweat pants and those dull grey socks, and right away I see him sitting there, the corner of the couch, the one at right, a dinner plate upon his lap, so full, Lo Mein with beef and rice, duck sauce on all, a burp, then slapping tummy, sounds are made, oh, why won't he do anything again? what would I pay to have him back again? to hear his laughter and his joking ways? the memory, it fades into a snap, as I am jolted back to here and now where absence sits alone on this here couch and I can only call him in my mind.