Life gets better - so much better that you wouldn’t believe me if I told you but before that happens you’ll learn some lessons some of them will be fun others bitter medicine swallow them though they’ll make you strong
don’t beat yourself up so much don’t put yourself down you are actually pretty awesome don’t obsess so much about being the best the less you do that the better you’ll become there is no such thing as “perfect” but you will be excellent you’ll be quite an overachiever – even when you don’t try! You already know what you want to do Not many 15 year olds have that kind of clarity! You’re a rare, unique one – you’ll do exactly what you dream to do.
But there will be speed bumps You’ll lose your way sometimes and confused Gemini that you are- you’ll always want both sides of everything but you’ll figure that out eventually
you will never be as thin as you want to be but you’ll learn to appreciate your body just as it is you’ll find you look beautiful when you smile
you’ll have a job you hate, and one that you love you’ll do well in both- much to other people’s envy you’ll mostly have good bosses
you’ll never have a boyfriend, your marriage will be arranged but you will find love-the love of a good man who will stand by you even when things go wrong he won’t at all be like the man of your dreams but he will be exactly what you need-he’ll make you happy!
what I’m trying to tell you darling- is that in ten years all the stuff you’re worrying about won’t matter you’ll find new things to fuss over. High school will be a distant land That you would have left behind The bullies who trouble you now won’t be anywhere near
you’ll see that its okay to be an introvert in an extraverted world you’ll make a handful of super-friends who you can trust and who care and many acquaintances who don’t mind your company but there will be some who you can’t trust some who will take advantage of your kindness ignore them and move on there is more important stuff to take care of!
your writing will get better; you’ll be a super cook, you’ll never like sports-stop trying to its just not you!
in a few years time you’ll be touching lives and changing them for the better you’ll be a teacher and a student all at once you’ll inspire and influence
so don’t give up on life yet- don’t be so depressed wear a smile and face the world your life is going to be all set!