From death to death i fall
As i try to get up i fail
I know why it hurts so much
'*** i keep em all in a bunch
I bundle them all inside
Sometimes despising everyone in sight
Help,i'm going way down low
Way down low till i bow

Ease up the tension
Have fun and show affection
Put on a smile
More like a sham
Smiles covering the hurt and pains
Faking it till i make it
Trying to hold out past noon.
It will all be over soon

Suicidal?,No i'm not
My mind might be in knots
But not twisted enough for that
I'm stronger than that
I'm not just living for me
I have people that care for me
They might not be here now
But in my thoughts i know

Always been a warrior
But when i look in the mirror
I only see the face of who i was
The real me is washed away
I don't recognise the stranger i see
Looking back at me with glee
What has happened to me
This big change has broken me.

Learning to live with it
Picking the pieces back to fit
But every glass i pick i get a cut
But i have to bear the pain and hurt
If i really want me back
Me now even with tears and crack
Well no time to weep
My reward i guess,for being weak.