They all say i'm happy,
that my smile proves it.
I'm not going to lie...
its true.
Im happy...
happier than i've been the past 3 years,
but I remember.
I remember when I couldn't go a day
without a single cut
because if not...
I'd forget how to breathe.
I remember everyone said,
its because im young,
but it's not.
It brought me comfort,
and soon what felt like love.
The funny things is...
I forgot about all that.
Until I was laying in bed last night,
and forgot how to breathe again.