It’s me not you
Lies awake for hours
Harsh reality
Bitter pill that I must swallow since you don’t give af
Never thought I’d break for you
Shattered
Fragile
Instead of you sweeping pieces off the ground you stepped over them trying not to cut yourself
like I was someone else
Like I was your ex
Like I was your current
Like I wasn’t good enough
Like I could never measure up to your standards
Like do you understand how that makes me feel?
Rereading ever text I’ve ever sent making sure I didn’t **** you off
Analyzing every move I’ve made
Dissecting every move to be made
Lying awake at night
While you’re sleeping peacefully
It isn’t fair I think like this
It isn’t fair I’d give you the world in exchange for a cold shoulder