I poured out my heart in a tear filled speech
With absolute honesty I held almost nothing back
Yet they still didn't understand
How could they...
When I am their biggest disappointment
How could they believe I am sad
When I always hid it with a smile
Pleading for help
For just a small bit of comfort
I'm faced with anger for my weakness
They think I just want attention
To them I'm just throwing a "pity me" party
They tell me to get over it
That I'm being a drama queen
My mom said three words that filled me with emptiness
"**** IT UP".
© right now, Kylie