I starting to get worried, about people around me. I'm afraid of what if some of them can't stand the stress or problems.
They end up ending their life. I've been there, it wasn't easy to hold on and I almost make a wrong choice too.


I should have known,
when I break into an argument with her. In the end, I always shut my mouth, because I'm gonna burst into tears. We were in the car that time, he turned and pat me.
"You've done well."

I should have known,
Whenever I'm upset, he always appears and sends me a long text that motivates me. He always reminds me that I'm good enough when I think I'm not.

I should have known,
He doesn't just notice it, but he actually feels it. Because he is in it, so he is trying his best to pull me out and not make me into this field of depression.

I'm so sorry.
Now, **** happened.
I'm not even allowed to ask
"Are you okay?"

My mom said
"Don't ask him about it, pretend you don't know"

You sure, mom?
What if it's too late in the future,
For me to just ask
"Are you okay? Bro."