I need, remembrance
sac religion
mockery

I need, limitless
forever
bottles of wine
beer spilled in velvet carpets

I need nothing more than a girl
a girl with curly hair
one fragile but unbroken

I want death as much as I want life
I want empty empathy and no hurt feelings

I want causal ***

I want hope

I want something that doesn’t come close to what is here