It's crazy to think you only loved me from August to December
You used to say it felt like you had known me forever
That made me feel special
And when your family could tell I loved you
That's when I knew loving you would **** me
one way or another
Loving you felt like being thirteen all over again
I'm not comparing you to him
because Loving him
didn't feel like you
Your both cynical and sarcastic
and Selfish and smart
Yet for some reason
I was lucky enough to feel this way twice
I was lucky enough to learn how you keep your guard up
How you hid behind a mask
Because you think it means weakness
But I don't think that
and I hope one day
you love me enough
to let me in
I hope in 5 I still mean something
I hope in 5 I'm still sunshine
Because the last time this happened
he still loved me in 5
I don't know about now
but he still loved me in 5
and I don't know about then or when
or in how long time
but I hope in 5
you still love me
I hope in 5 you
remember my poems
If after that you forget me
then at least know it's crazy to think you loved me
from August to December

(v.m)