drifting away from it all misunderstood always in the fall Maybe we should've known that this was how things would end up Maybe we should've known that things would get ****** up I wish you the best even though I think I was for you I don't know how your life gonna play out I just hope that you regret it one day switch Money trees I wonder if I blast for you Will you blast for me I wonder if I cry a river for you Will you even shed a drop for me Will you answer my moans of agony in the winter's breeze Or will you just leave me to die To hell with me, to you I don't deserve to be free The masses are self medicating and trying to cope will the overt lose of hope That's why many are taking grams that's made with soap And pushin it on the streets labeling it as dope And that's where things just get worse You lose your mind when you hit that bad **** People start acting like they blind to you when you hit that bad **** I got a older cousin right now And for years he was ****** up and out of it And now he 30 and just getting back on the horse of reality All because he hit that bad **** Sometimes I question my sanity through it all Am I really on the right or am I not And is that the reason why things feel like they going left? I feel like my happiness and innocence left me when I gained knowledge Knowledge about the way life be sometimes Knowledge about how the people in it act Knowledge to know that with one wrong move, I can shatter it all To never have it again in tact So am I true to you Are you true to me? How many more people will hurt because of me? I take these thoughts I write them I laugh Because at the end of the day, when the world looks at me They don't know the half