Do you remember that shaky, old bridge With massive stone buttresses where you Roused me to the glories of the underside? You accepted the green slime and mould, And declared this mythical mass, beautiful.
We gazed at the shadowy world below, To the opaque water, callow and deep, Where the vertical and horizontal meet, Where firmness and fluidity reassemble, Fixed yet flowing, a haunting, terrifying And beautiful metaphor about what? Us? Our culture, our ideas, our unconscious?
I had no idea how the word beauty could Describe this odd assortment of material, Or how you knew that obscure vegetation Grows in the depths of this stuff; its black Flowers only blossoming in the darkness.
You converted dim matter into gentle reverie. Mysteriously, you knew all this, while I, lost And shaky, isolated solids, abandoned them. Artefacts in my dreams were immobile, inert Stuff, foreign to my nature. I left them dangling. After our time on the bridge, material was no Longer an imaginative deficiency I suffered from.
Someone said we have to go down to grow wings. I was born borderline. I knew it could go either way. Life was tough, so I went the hard way, it felt easier. Thatβs OK for now. Who knows what happens later? We just prepare ourselves for stories and changes.