I did not realize how painful it could be To talk about race Skin color Good hair How does oral *** taste
Yes, a Cubano asked Me if Black women taste more ‘ exotic ’
Brown Paper Bag
I was born in Tortuga My formative years were spent in Vera Cruz Adulthood started in Houston Texas I grew up at the corner of Argyle and Cahuenga in the armpit of Hollywood I learned more there than My Momma ever taught Me
In Tortuga, everyone looked like Me The only color We chased was green When You see Black Mexicans with straight black hair, most - may - have – ties to Vera Cruz on the Gulf Coast of Mexico The slave ship was supposed to turn right and it turned left instead From hundreds of years of intermarriage, most of the people are dark so there is no special privilege based on skin color, just puro family or no
Texas was an instant nightmare in the daytime Sunday morning at approximately 10:00 is the most segregated time in the state You can see it in the Brown Paper Bag Hollywood did not want to see anything Black Between the sheets, keeping the beat, fixing the meat, holding a seat or in the streets True across America Look at early 20th Century dancers at the Apollo Black people also bought into the mindset The litmus test for success ? Brown Paper Bag
My Filipino neighbors know how to throw a party Thru a gate in the backyards, our doors were always accessible One party had a huge crowd of visitors from Manila Metro Somehow, the party settled into a type of invisible groups avoiding each other I did not know White soldiers told the Filipino people that the Black soldiers had tails Repeat the alternative facts enough times and it becomes truth Observation led to questions and the answer given was Brown Paper Bag
I met someone enjoyable Pure fun Same interests Same flight trajectory Or so I thought
When it was time to meet family It fell apart The reason that roared And the bull that gored Was deeply ingrained Socially strained And sad
The generational law was :
Don’t come home with anything darker than a brown paper bag