I sometimes feel like I'm evil
It has to be the truth
I keep on hurting everyone
My actions are the proof.

I convince myself I only harmed myself
Yet the truth is I harm all around me
No matter how secretive I am about it
My blood leaves stains on the lives of my family.

I know that my actions effect others
But I can't pretend like everything is okay
My scars are a reminder of my pain
But they also mean I have survived another day.