It’s actually kind of funny
I can predict everything your significant other will do
But you will never believe me
So you go through the motions
And push me away to sit back and watch
But the second I want to do something to be happy
I’m the idiot
I seriously saw you as my child
Like I have to protect you from the world
So you don’t come up broken
Like I did
I’ve tried being happy
It didn’t work out too well
So I give distance a chance
But the moment I tell you
You disown me
Saying that I’m immature and shouldn’t have to go through all that
That it’s just going to fall apart
It falls apart if I let it fall apart
But yours
sigh
Yours were always doomed
Right from the start
I could write an entire blueprint of what will happen
But you won’t believe me
You burn up the map to your destruction
And follow the trail of smoke until you reach the end
But it’s okay
I’m still here
But the question is
Will I always be?