His lover was as old as a pirate's grave, she loved his soft hands like a time machine bringing her back to her father's workshop where he made dolls so lifelike he often found his apprentices w/ red lip-paint smeared across their faces; he deduced they were making love to the doll & feeling remorse that the doll was only the size of an infant--- his apprentices ***** immigrants; eager Rabbinical students of Talmud & comic book) who'd jumped ship into the harbor to swim to the American shore where immigrants, slaves, ****** & saints had landed before, so he designed another doll; this one much larger, a full five-foot-six in fact & deliberately left it out unwrapped on xmas eve: His brother Sidney having front-seat tickets to a Lenny Bruce show in the Poconos invited the family to get away from the snow---& off they went to Yiddish Paradise; feasting on the luxuries of the New World (if only Misha had gotten out of the Old Country, holding her back w/ its vampyrs, werwolves & Nazis--- xmas coming & going year after year getting colder, the world no wiser; father's long line of apprentices growing old & dying--- her mother passing of cancer; father so old & lonely staying in the doll-shop night after night as she too grew older, becoming a star in Burlesque & 2nd Avenue melodramas; She dated Sholem Alecheim when he was much younger, but now centuries later she holds Robert's hand; so soft, so much younger than she that it often seems Robert is growing younger every year as she imagines she is just a doll left out on xmas eve, one day peed on by the cat & discarded---