Ivan was so gay he could taste it & spit up all over; the girl slipping in her bare feet in the ***** Ivan wouldn't ever think of cleaning up, after all, that was women's work but there was no woman--- only a boy in sparkly tank-top & short-shorts; legs as good as any schoolgirl, voice naturally high & getting high, Ivan wondered if she were underage; the answer was no, she was 18 & Ivan pushed an index finger into her ****** & she squirmed before settling on the fact that she couldn't **** w/ Ivan's finger up there; Ivan grinned as he did when drunk & wondered where Igor was w/ the digital camera but Igor was out of town w/ a rich widow who said she'd pay him for photography but when Igor asked about a stipend for Ivan she balked & said a poet is not a photographer---'u are reality, the poet is fantasy; she didn't know Ivan who never wrote a thing he didn't stick his finger into---