When I woke up and looked over at you on that cold September day I realized I had everything I ever wanted too I contemplated on what to say as you glanced at me cold I wanted to turn and hide my face the words you spoke to me were so bold my heart began to race and in an instant it dropped tears started to stream you started to speak but stopped the smile pierced on your face beamed you left me like I was worthless as if I was a bother in your time you said it was too much stress to deal with all of my victim less crimes I sit here unable to speak my mind wonders with unspoken thoughts my eyes continue to leak my heart rots it's been months now and I've finally got over the past I taught myself to not cry somehow and I know I'm going to heal at last