Emotions changing like the weather.
One minute I'm happy, then just like that depressed, when will it get better.
Isolating myself for days at a time...
Because i have no one to talk to about the thoughts in my mind.
People call me crazy, and ask whats wrong with me?
Nobody understands that i deal with anxiety, depression, and ptsd.
So i feel alone in this world with no one to love or understand me.
I wish they could look into my mind and see...
What i deal with daily, so they can understand me.
I feel like I'd be a burden with all of this stress...
Like my life is useless and just big mess.
Who can i talk to, where can i turn...
Medicine is to no avail, talking makes me feel worse.
Why God Why do i deserve this curse?
I pray for the day when things get better.
I dont want to go on living like this forever.
Joy, sadness, depression, anger and pain....
All theses emotions and feelings constantly rotating has me drained.
I wish there was a simple solution some magical potion
To eleviate my pain and manage these emotions.