I said it was getting better well its not No matter how hard I fought I've officially given up My mind feels like it's about to blowup It seemed to go away But the happiness never seems to stay I hide my feelings behind my bitter smile My body feels vile Don't say you understand My life has never been grand People come and go in my life I feel like I'm being stabbed with a knife Hey all you can do is watch But I'd rather you be happy with your game of hopscotch