Unless friends means falling in love with me too
Then I can’t subject myself to that
When I tried to be friend my first love
It was because I still loved him
And he hated me for it
So if it doesn’t include coming back and still loving me
It’s not something I can do
Unless it means in a year I’ll be remembered then I can’t do it
Now matter how much deep down my heart wants you
My heart will always still love you
I can guarantee that
So unless my heart gets what it wants
Which it never does
If it doesn’t get what it really wants
In a year or 3 or 4 or 5
Because my heart knows what it wants
That’s what the f word is to me
It means coming back
So if that’s not possible
My heart still waits on people who never come back
Because it’s called hope

(v.m)