How could you do this to me?
You did nothing and still too much
Not physically, but mentally
You caused pain!

The voices in my head are coming alive
They are getting louder, violent..
My heart is in pain!

A pain it can hardly take
Betrayal. You betrayed me.
Worse then by flesh
I was gone and you considered. You caused me pain!

Pain, that haunts me!
Pain, that destroys me!
Pain, that torturers me!
It’s poisoning me...

You made me cry
You turned my life around
I trust you when you are with me
But when you are gone dark thoughts emerge

Can I trust you? I don’t know
Do I want to? I’m sure I want too
Don’t make me feel this way.
Please, don’t hurt me