You were the first person to ever sleep in my bed with me You were the first person to ever meet my family and I know they’ll always wonder about you Just like I will Because someone like that is always special Whether they plan to be I know what Love feels like And ******* this is a whole different kind of air I always feel like I can’t breath now But that’s okay I enjoy it Really Because my hope for others And my love for others Is one hell of an addiction One hell of a gift One hell of a pleasure So that’s why I never leave I know it’s stubborn But it’s all I have