Today is the first time you’ve talked to me in weeks Although I still have no idea what you said Because I haven’t even opened the message A part of me is too terrified to read it And I think it’s too early to start crying again So I’ll just sit here and let my mind race until 2 am comes and my tears start to fall and I’ll see what it is you have to say Maybe I’m getting my hopes up for nothing Maybe you have nothing to say just yet but I’ll still be waiting. (v.m)