this is where i was supposed to tell you (what I was going to say)
i guess you know now that I didn't because if I had told you these last few lines would have rhymed would have been details into the synonyms my heart has ascribed to your name
this is where i was supposed to give in and admit what all my little footnotes of blushes really mean that i really wouldn't mind it if you kissed me
this is where i was supposed to tell the truth but all i can write are lies
because this is where i'm terrified terrified that somehow you'll read this and know even though i didn't say anything at all
this is where i beg myself to let myself say just one little thing just one little anecdote, just one little truth, please?
this is where i was supposed to open my own file and read what my subconscious wrote
this is where I stay in stasis this is where i erase this