I lay back The grass is soft And the dirt cold- but I felt warm I hear my dad’s voice I'll be right there buddy The worry had gotten old Lady luck in a heap A broken dream on the street No smell in the air No air at all Only heat The thoughts in my head Why aren’t I dead I could feel my nose hang Onto my lip Blood strewn on my face Red and blue flashing All I could see Was the life that hadn’t been lost The life that was me My mom hugs my body And crushes my head Her eyes hanging down Like being pulled on by lead But God does not frown He smiles up above My child you’re not over Your journey just begun.