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Jan 2018
I now know what its like
To be so confused that you can't function correctly

T̶h̶e̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶f̶u̶s̶e̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶w̶r̶i̶t̶e̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶c̶r̶e̶a̶m̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶s̶o̶ ̶m̶a̶n̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶w̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶I̶'̶v̶e̶ ̶f̶i̶g̶u̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I love you but I don't and I can't

T̶h̶e̶s̶e̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶d̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶o̶f̶t̶e̶n̶ ̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶l̶i̶e̶v̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶ ̶Y̶o̶u̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶s̶c̶a̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶f̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶a̶p̶a̶r̶t̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶h̶u̶r̶t̶ ̶a̶g̶a̶i̶n̶.̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶b̶l̶a̶m̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶b̶r̶o̶k̶e̶n̶ ̶h̶e̶a̶r̶t̶s̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶f̶i̶x̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶Yours is still broken

I̶ ̶w̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶f̶i̶x̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶,̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶w̶e̶ ̶b̶o̶t̶h̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶n̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶l̶e̶t̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶c̶l̶o̶s̶e̶ ̶e̶n̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶h̶e̶a̶l̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶h̶e̶a̶r̶t̶.̶ ̶I̶'̶v̶e̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶s̶o̶u̶l̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶r̶u̶n̶ ̶a̶w̶a̶y̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶r̶e̶ s̶t̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶s̶c̶a̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶m̶a̶y̶b̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶e̶l̶s̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶.̶ ̶Not every one you love will run away

,̶ ̶I̶ ̶h̶o̶p̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶a̶b̶l̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶y̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶n̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶l̶e̶a̶v̶e̶
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