You don't believe me,
When I say,
That I am dangerous to myself,
I call out for you,
But you've turned away.
At a time like this,
My conscious is,
A desert,
No emotions left,
I'm on my way,
To the edge of the sea.
Maybe I can prosper,
Set me free,
You will find out,
Where my heart lies,
Before I curl up and die.
There's no excuse,
For my behavior,
But I know,
There's nothing like pain,
Especially when it grows,
Into my head.
Lay me down to rest,
My fears begin to rise,
As my toes begin to numb,
To the reign,
Of a tormented king.
Finding bodies,
As I walk my cobblestone bridge,
I can't see my own hand,
In front of me,
A fog so thick it chokes,
My dreams.