you know I don't believe in you
maybe someday I did
but today, that feeling
has left every cell of me

you filled my life with light
every time I woke up
started my days with the calmness
of you being in my thought

you held me in your arms
you were my path
I don't know what the next step is
but I won't take it by your side

this isn't my story
or perhaps, it can be
if it's about my story with god
or your story with me